From my varied experiences of last few months , and majorly in this month there have been many significant changes in my thought process. In search for a better salary hike I have been giving interviews at many companies. But now it turns out that rather than financially its affecting me mentally more. My perspective towards industry,the work and as a dedicated employee of an organization was chaining.
At the times of max frustration while sitting at a restaurant for lunch yesterday noon, I looked at the happy faces around me, just like a new born baby sees the world with wondered eyes. I was surprised to see that people irrespective of the job,salary and position were just happy with what they were doing.
Part of the change was also that I thought of turning to be religious.Emptiness in mind may allow negative thoughts to come to you. Its not just the cliche of the positive energy im talking about.But belief in something gives you a purpose and peace of mind.
From many scattered and variety of feelings in my mind, I have managed to put them in to above words. Its been hard to remove the ego which does not let me believe the right things and made me rude and insensitive at times.
Now I have found an organization I dreamt of for settling down at Ahmedabad. Will now work with them with dedication and wait for the religious part of me to take over the atheist in me.
